Just a story to let out my feelings.. *long one-shot*

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Generation of Miracles

(from left: Midorima Shintarou, Kise Ryota , Aomine Daiki, Kuroko Tetsuya, Akashi Seijurou and Murasakibara Atsushi)

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Akashi let out an angry shout as he throw a vase towards the hard wall and watched as the once beautiful vase now turned into pieces. Kuroko, whose full name is Kuroko Tetsuya, whom happend to be just outside the room quickly went inside the room and gasped as he see the mess. 

"a-akashi-kun... what happend here!?" He said as he quickly rush towards the leader and began to comfort the red-haired boy. Akashi simply smile and said, "Nothing.. It's just that my mood is not that well, for now.." Kuroko sighed and said, "Even so, please do not destroy the things in here..." 

Akashi kept quiet and smiles a little. Kuroko looked around the room, broken vases everywhere, broken glass/windows, sharp glass scattered everywhere. To sum it all up, it's a disaster. Total disaster made by the red-haired boy. Kuroko then looked at his captain and asked, "Is something bothering you?" 

Akashi kept quiet. Kuroko let out another sigh and he went towards the bathroom where he later get a first-aid kit. Sitting next to Akashi, Kuroko grabbed the bloody right hand of his captain and began to put some oinment. 

"My, thank you Tetsuya.." akashi said while looking at the vanilla blue-haired boy. Kuroko smiled and said, "I don't mind doing this but.. akashi-kun, what is wrong actually? Is there anything going on without we knowing?" Akashi smiled and shooked his head, "Nothing that got to do with basketball.. It's just.... MY problem.." 

Kuroko winced as he heard the captain emphasized on the word 'MY'. Akashi smiled and pat Kuroko's head with his free hand, which is also bloody from the cuts and said, "I'll be fine... Don't worry , Tetsuya.." Kuroko looked at his captain's free hand and grabbed it. "Please...share with us , if it's too much for you to carry.." Kuroko said as he began treating the other hand. Akashi smiled and nod. "I'll obey your words for now, Tetsuya."

...........

After getting Tetsuya to treat his injuries, he told the boy to leave him alone. Tetsuya have no choice but to obey his captain's order. "I'll be cleaning the mess later, so don't bother to do the cleaning, Akashi-kun." "Alright." Akashi said simple and smiled. 

Once Tetsuya figure vanished from his sight and the sound of the closing door, Akashi looked at his now bandage hands and smiled sadly. 

......

"I've been doing what you've said since we meet as childrens. But then , that action of yours is getting out of control. Nearly out of control until you've made me gone mad. I thought this friendship of ours are sincere. But, looks like my thoughts are wrong. Looks like my thoughts are similar to a naive one. Ever since we meet, all i get is.. you've been ordering me as if i'm your servant, or perhaps, as if you're my master. Humans are born with feelings. And so do I. Did you know how hurt and annoyed i am when you're standing in front of me and boasting about something i didn't have? Did you know that? Once you played with my trust, i can never.. ever easily trust you..ever again.. Even if you looked at me as a bestfriend, i'll look at you as an 'ordinary friend'. People changes too, right? To be honest, i NEVER like the way you treat others.. or the way you treat me. Even if you say something to me too directly, i'll bow my head down, as if i can never fight back against you with words. But , deep in my heart, it hurts me soo much. It hurts me soo much until my hand is itching to hold a sharp object and just do anything with it. I smiled sadly at the memories when we're together. But now, since you've changed, you turned your back against me and walked away from me, leaving me in the corner of darkness, with no source of light. And, the most hateful thing is.. You will only come to me if you ever need my help, or guidance in order for you to accomplish something. That hurts me greatly. Reality.. is sometimes.. hurtful, aren't they?"

Kise read the note that Akashi placed on the table of the living room. A sad expression is plastered on the model's face. 'Akashicchi...' 

"Un? What is that are you reading, Kise?" Aomine asked as he saw the model sat like a stone and read the simple notes. Kise shooked his head and said, "Akashicchi's notes..." Aomine looked at the small paper the model busy reading and said, "What was that about?" Kise shooked his head. Aomine then take the paper from the model's hand and began reading. 

"Mine-chin, Kise-chin, did you see Aka-chin?" said a purple-haired boy as he walked into the living room with a few packet of snacks. Kise looked at the tallest member and shooked his head, "No, why is that?"  The purple-haired boy, namely Murasakibara, the pouted and said, "I was looking for Aka-chin..."

"He went upstairs." Said a green-haired boy, Midorima. Aomine then looked away from the paper and said, "Is it me..or... i'm having a bad feeling here???" Kise nod and said, "you're not alone, me too.." Murasakibara then asked, "What do you mean--" Before he could even finished his words , a loud crash can be heard from upstairs. The sudden sound suprised the 4 peoples in the living room. Midorima looked at the stairs worriedly and said, "Um..."

"P-please don't tell me it's Akashicchi who make the sound.." Kise whisper. Murasakibara stopped eating his snack. Aomine looked around , to find a particular vanilla blue haired boy. 

"A-akashi -kun!?" A familiar voice can be heard from upstairs. 

"He's .. u-upstairs!?" Kise said. 

Aomine let out a 'tch' and said, "So it IS Akashi who did that sound." Murasakibara then said, "Aka-chin.. he's rarely like this..." Midorima decide to stay silent. After a few minutes of silent, the 4 Generation of Miracle members then saw Kuroko walked down the stairs. Kise then asked, "Kurokocchi, h-how was Akashicchi?" Kuroko smiled a little and said, "He'll be fine.. he.. needs to be alone though.." "What's his problem?" Aomine asked with a hint of worry in his voice. Kuroko shooked his head and said, "Akashi-kun.. didn't want to let us know.." 

..........

Akashi lay on the mess, no, he lay on the crack pieces of glasses. He looked at the ceiling and winced when he feel blood flow out of his body. He covered his eyes with his arm before tears can be seen slide down through his cheek. 

..........

"Akashi-kun!" Kuroko shouted as he and the rest entered the room. Murasakibara quickly carry the sleeping captain and placed him on the bed. Kuroko then looked at the place and said, "It's getting worse than before...." Kise then looked at the captain and said, "What is bothering Akashicchi until he do this mess??" Kuroko kept quiet and so as the rest. 

(writer: *relieve* ha.. it's nice to let the feeling out by writting a story about it, don't you think? As usual, i'm using Akashi to potrayed myself in this story. And.. I do feel bothered about the problem actually.. but, *keep quiet* .. anyway, hope you guys enjoyed this one-shot *smiles*) 

(p/s: I heard from somewhere that.. if someone ever hurt or play with Leo's trust, Leo will never looked at you the same way , never again. And, it's true when i read this phrase about my star(Leo the Tiger) which says, "Leo's life is mostly directed to disappointment." *smiles before fades away*

Meeting someone(s) who nearly have the same face as him..

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Youngmin peeked into HyoHee's room, only to see her writing things down into her notebook with a blushing face. Youngmin smirked and said, "Wonder what did she write 'till she blushed". A smack hit his blonde head. Youngmin winced at the pain and looked behind him, Kwangmin looking at him with an annoyed expression. "What the hell are you peeking at Hyo's room?"

Youngmin pouted and said, "Never once you used bad language towards your reflection. How bad..." A smile make its way up onto Kwangmin's feature. "Sorry hyung, but, the words slipped out from my mouth." "Nice excuse- oh! Damn! Hide!!" Youngmin said as he saw HyoHee get up from her chair, keeping her little diary on the side of her study table and proceeed to walk out of her room.

"What- Hey! Stop pulling my hand! It hurts! Hyung!" Kwangmin complained as he was being dragged by his older twin towards another closet, which happend to be beside HyoHee's room.

"Ugh, hyung. It's sooooooo crowded in here!" Kwangmin said as the both of them forced themselve hiding in the small closet. "Quiet." Youngmin said.

After a few minutes, Youngmin peeked his head out of the closet, looking left and right, making sure Hyo Hee is not within their sight. Smiling, Youngmin pulled Kwangmin out of the closet and said, "Let's read what she wrote!" Kwangmin then said, "Yah, isn't that.. intruding someone's privacy?" Youngmin looked at his twin and said, "But there's a part of you wanted to know right?"

"Damn. Alright. But if she saw you reading her diary, i'll not help you." Kwangmin said, sending a glare towards the older one. Youngmin smiled like a kid and said, "Arasseo~"


Youngmin: Woah, she even insert a picture in here!
Kwangmin: Both are good looking.
Youngmin: But sadly, that's from an anime.
Kwangmin: Indeed, she seems to be interested on the left one.
Youngmin: *nods* Let's read!

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During my short trip to Sibu from my father's hometown, Mukah, i spend an hour in Wisma Sanyan, looking around the shopping complex, even there's some shops still not open. While i was about to go the upper floor, i walked passed a VERY familiar person. Shock, i turned my head towards a certain male thinking it was someone i liked. Let's give him an alias.. hmm.. since in the real life his name starts from letter B.. I'll name him Kiryuu. Back to the story, I looked towards a male who looked at me with curiousity. We both looked at each other for a few seconds before i broke the eye contact, assuring myself it was not Kiryuu. but then , he really looked like Kiryuu! If  he was the real kiryuu, i would have hugged him by then. I smiled and blushed by myself as i think about that incident.

And also, recently happend, i'm spending my time with my aunt in shopping mall in kuching when there's a male looked at me while i was paying the things i bought. Curious and felt that someone is watching me, i turned my gaze from the cashier towards the person next to me. I gasped. K-kiryuu?! He looked at me and it took a while for me to think that, he is NOT kiryuu. I quickly turn my gaze towards the cashier and hand her the cash before i walked out of the store.

I sent a message towards my loveable adopted sister about the incident and she says, "Fate."

Fate? Is it called a fate for me meeting two guys who nearly have the same feature of Kiryuu? Oh God, what is Your message i wonder..

Once i reached my aunt's car, i let out a shaky sigh of relief. Both of the man i met really looked like the kiryuu i liked..no, liked is not the correct word. Love is the correct one. I don't have any idea why i meet someone who have nearly the same face as the one i loved. Besides Kiryuu's face, i'm QUITE sensitive to his deep, velvety voice.

What kind of girl i am now?


~HyoHee~

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Youngmin smiled and said , "She really fall hard for a guy she gave a name Kiryuu."
Kwangmin nod and said, "Indeed."
"You BOTH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM!?" shouted hyohee as she discovered the twins in her room, reading HER diary.

"Oh crap," muttered Youngmin.

Welcoming the Holiday

"Awww~ Come on, cheer up Ichigo!" Said Mizuiro as he hit my back. 


"Yeah! Holiday is waiting for us in a few more hours!" said Keigo as he placed his sling school bag in the locker. 


"Shut the hell up you both, you're annoying me" I said as i lean against the wall, waiting for the both of them take out the examination answers and foolscape paper. 


Mizuiro grinned and said, "Come on, Ichigo, stop the groaning. Good luck for the last test!" Before he walked to his place. 


I sighed and sit on my chair and grumble, "Damn test.."


After the test...
"Finally! FREEDOM!!!!!!!" Keigo said as he throws his stationery into the air and turned around to find ichigo, well, expect to see him but..ichigo was not there.


"Now.. where that orange head might be?" Keigo asked himself.


"He left earlier." Mizuiro said as he hand Keigo his school bag.


Keigo pouted and said , "but the 3 of us promise to walked home together don't we?" 


"What are you? A boy? Or a girl?" 


"Shush up!"


Mizuiro then said, "Let him be." A gentle smile. "He's rarely like this. Eversince he fought with ghost and stuff. We all know that he can see the things normal human can't see right?" 


Keigo sighed and nod, "You got the point."


"Let's visit him tomorrow then. Let's go home!" Mizuiro said as he grabbed Keigo's sling bag.


At the park...
Ichigo sit on a bench and closed his eyes for a while before he opened them. A breathe of relief escaped through his lips and a s smile was plastered on his face as he gaze onto the sky. 


"Freedom." He said. 


"Might as well i spend my time at home with my family.. or maybe..visit's mother's grave.." a sad smile as he said about his mother's grave. His mother, who being killed by ghost, no.. demon. 


Ichigo was about to fall asleep when Rukia stands infront of  him , alongside with Renji then said, "Ichigo, your dad is looking for you." Ichigo smiled and said, "Ah. Okay."


Renji grinned and said, "Since now you're in the holiday mood, mind to lend a hand in Soul Society?"


"NO WAY IN HELL YOU AIRHEAD!" Ichigo shouted as he runs away from both of his friends.


Youngmin sighed. 
"Here goes her another obsessions." Youngmin said as he placed the little notebook on her table. 


"She likes anything that have supernatural genre." said the younger twin. 


Youngmin nod. "She's always like that." 


"Anyways, hyung,"


"Hmmm?"


"Happy holiday to you too!" a smile plastered on the younger's face. 


Youngmin smiled back and said, "You too"

Study

"Hey!"

Someone hit me in the head. I pouted and looked behind, only to see Youngmin looking at me.

"What was that for , idiot!? That hurts!" I said while rubbing my poor head.

Youngmin smiled and sit next to me and said, "What are you doing here, spacing out all of the sudden while doing your revision?"

I pouted for a while and said, "I'm bored. I have no mood to face books right now."

"Pabo!" A playful smack hit my arm.

"Ouch! yah! youngggiee!" I whined and hit him back.

Youngmin smiled and said, "You should start revised now then, unless..." A playful grin plastered on his feature. "You're thinking about someone right now? hmmm?"

I blushed immediately when he said that certain someone.

"Ah~ looks like i've hit the jackpot!" Youngmin cheered.


"Youngmin hyung! Quit shouting and come back to the room! Don't you dare to escape studying while i was teaching you Maths! Or else, i'll tear off your Pooh Bear into pieces!" Warned his younger twin from his room.

youngmin gulped and quickly run back towards his room, saying, no, shouting, "NOOO!!! NOT POOHHHH!!!!!!"

a/n: *sigh* it's true. Youngmin loved Pooh while me and kwangmin love Pikachu! <3 *sigh* i should be revising arts right now.. here i am, blogging and posting this short story to make me stay awake the whole night. Form 3 Greenians, good luck for the exams! Just a few more days left!!!

A thousand years. -Short Fic-

I stared out of the car's window while listening to Ryan's and dad's conversation along with the song that floats in the air.

I smiled by myself and continue to stare outside.

"I wonder..what is he doing right now?"


"I wonder..what's the other's doing right now?"


I thought silently.

I chuckled and giggled by myself as i remembered about some funny stuffs happends to me in school a few days ago.

'I have died everyday waiting for you..'
'Darling don't be afraid i haved loved you for a thousand years'

I gasped and was brought back to reality, thanks to the songs.

My mind..
There's only one person on my mind once the song was on air.
The person is no other than the person i liked since February this year,
Jo Kwangmin.
That's what i called  him.

His real name you asked?
*giggles*
I can't tell you that.
Only certain people knows. *smiles*


Youngmin sighed as he read the diary entry. He sighed before he said, "This girl.. she really shouldn't leave her diary openly like that in this antique bedroom of hers." After he closed the thick diary, he placed the diary on a piles of books, supposed to be her homeworks 'section'. 


Kwangmin walked into the room shortly after Youngmin placed the diary. Kwangmin, who leaned against the door, smiled slightly after he saw his older twin. "You read hers?" Youngmin smiled and nod, "Well...  curiousity kills the cat. She names the person she like after yours." Kwangmin chuckled and said, "I should be proud then"