A story i promised to write

HyoHee smiled a little as she looked around her surrounding for one last time before she headed home. She walked out of her class towards the main hall of the school and smile was plastered on her face when she saw most of her friends gathered in the hall.

Some, she saw, was capturing picture with their friends, later will surely upload on facebook or maybe in Instagram. She then walked towards a certain group, mostly where her friends gathered. "Ah! Hyo! There you are!" said one of them , Nana. She smiled and waved at her before she glomped onto the tallest among them, namely Marshiee.

"Ah! You always scare me with your sudden jump!" said Marshiee as she slightly hit HyoHee's head. HyoHee giggled and said, to the others, beside Marshiee, "Have you gave her the presents?" Most of them grin and said, "Well, yes, since it's a bother for waiting for you ,might as well we give it to her first~"

HyoHee pouted and said, "Well, sorry for being late!"

I definitely can't tell them that something is chasing me before i could hide myself out and pretend nothing had happend. 

She then took out something from her brown sling back, with elephant design on it, brought by her mother when she had a little vacation in Thailand with her office mates. She took out a cuboid shaped present, not so small and not so big, just nice, along with a little card on it.

She smiled and hand the present to Marshiee and said, "Here's your present from me! Before you could compliment on the beautifully wrappings, it's my mother who did it!" Laughters escaped through their mouths and HyoHee pouted, "Well, i'm not really good at wrapping stuffs. Anyway, I hope you like it!"

Marshiee smiled and said, "Thank you!"

It's a novel. She bought a novel for her friend who will migrate to Sabah following her family. Today's her last day at this school. "Group hug!"

And so, the day ended with group hugs, little advice and goodlucks.

Eventhough she don't really like it when one of her friend have to go back, but that's life. Humans can do nothing but to accept it and move on.

Author's note
so, I hope that you're having fun in your hometown and we'll miss you as much as we miss the memories and the moments we shared together. Miss ya, Marshiee!

For those who wanted to know her, you can go to this blog!

Books With Marshmallows

Marshiee, when i'm going to spend my holiday in Sabah, bring me alright? ^^ Saranghae!

☆*:.｡. .｡.:*☆ Natsume Yuujinchou ☆*:.｡. .｡.:*☆

Recently I took a liking to this anime. It's called "Natsume Yuujinchou" or Natsume's Book of Friends. I started to watched this anime a few days ago which i don't really remember. =3= So...let's start!

Before I watched this anime, my mom bought me a manga (comic book) from her way back to Malaysia from Thailand like a few years ago. The manga she bought for me is called , "Into the Forest of Fireflies' Light" or if it was translated into Bahasa Melayu, based on what my mom bought is called, "Cinta di Hutan Kelip-Kelip". The manga was written(or drew) by Midorikawa Yuki. I really like her style of drawing , simple. In the manga, it contains 4 different stories with 4 different settings. 

I've searched the author of the book and it lead me to wikipedia (of course) , In japanese , the manga was called, "Hotarubi no Mori e". It was said that, reading this manga first before you watched Natsume Yuujinchou is the correct order! XD The Wikipedia said that "Into the Forest of Fireflies's Light" is considered a starting point for Natsume Yuujinchou, one of Midorikawa Yuki's greatest work! 

Talking about "Into the Forest of Fireflies's Light" ,I read the manga right away my mom gave me. Yes, exactly before kids' bedtime (around 9pm)pfft.. While reading it, I noticed i was actually crying the hell out of my eyes! I was even bawling my eyes out! But I'm so gratefull it was not that loud. The story was quite nice, drawn beautifully but it was... sad and beautiful at the same time. *sigh* If you want to read more about "Into the Forest of Fireflies' Light" you can go here! I can't believe that the manga is actually 2003 manga though. XD anyway, thank you for buying me the manga or i'll never knew Natsume Yuujinchou, mommy! <3

Alright, sorry for the long introduction i typed above. XD Can't help it. XD So... off to the main topic!

Natsume's Book of Friends, by Yuki Midorikawa

Story...

For as long as he can remember, Takashi Natsume has the ability to see spirits, a power inherited from his grandmother Reiko. Upon her death, Reiko bequeaths to her grandson her Book of Friends, a book containing the names of spirits Reiko had bullied into servitude. The Book of Friends is a highly prized item in the spirit world, and spirits haunt Takashi constantly. Whereas Reiko formed the contracts, however, Takashi spends his time dissolving the contracts and releasing the various spirits that come to him for help. But that doesn't mean there aren't malicious spirits trying to kill him. Which is where Madara (called Nyanko-sensei by Natsume) comes in; Madara serves as Natsume's bodyguard and spiritual advisor of sorts, even though he is motivated by his own desire to possess the Book of Friends. He later on begins to become more attached to Takashi. 

(source: Wikipedia)

There's currently 4 seasons of this heartwarming anime. The first season was released in the year of 2008, followed by the year of 2009, 2011 and 2012. There might be season 5 from what I read from some of the anime fans in the forum I've searched in Google. (Yes, yes, I'm a hardcore-fan XDXDX pfft) . Most of them said that each season covered a few chapters in the Manga from season 1 to the season 4.  To produce season 5, the media involve will need enough chapters from the manga. (Ah... i'm really not good in explaining this!! ASDFGHJKL) 

Each and every seasons have 13 episodes. That makes Natsume Yuujinchou have 52  episodes currently. Each episode has it own story , some was divide in two parts. Sad and happy ending is all in there. There might be some episodes that makes you wanna cry and sulk in the corner though. pfft. When i was watching the 1st and 2nd season earlier, I cried ...uh..a lot. XDXDXD That's me for being such sensitive child. Even my own parents said that. XDXDXD Can't help it. 

There will always be new charactes appear in every new episode, which is quite interesting. What more the new characters is mainly ghost! <3 Some of the spirits are kind and some are not. Some are targetting Natsume Takashi for his Book of Friends, the only thing that he inherit from his grandmother, Natsume Reiko, besides his ability to see ghost clearly. 

The 4 seasons of Natsume Yuujinchou are:

• Natsume Yuujinchou
• Zoku Natsume Yuujinchou
• Natsume Yuujinchou San
• Natsume Yuujinchou Shi

So, now, let's meet my favourite characters! <3

 

Natsume Takashi, 

the main character of this anime. He has a great(for me) resemblance of his late grandmother Natsume Reiko. He inherit both the ability to see ghost/spirits (In japanese it was called as "Youkai" or "Ayakashi") and the Book of Friends.More like, he was cursed by the ability to see Youkai. Because of his appearance, he was often mistaken as Reiko and was chased by Youkai eversince. He  is often seen walking with his self-proclaimed bodyguard, the cat, whom he call "Nyanko-Sensei". (you know~ the big fat cute cat XD) 

Unlike Reiko, Takashi is kind towards spirits and  human.  He's a soft-spoken boy ealier in the series due to his troubled past. He usually hate for his ability to see ghost. Because of that ability, he was often called a liar and was often alone during his chilidhood, making him having trouble communicate with other humans. He's an orphan, his parents died when he was a very young child, leaving him to be passed from relative to relative most likely because of his attempts to share that he could see Ayakashi. But, thanks to the Fujiwara couple, a middle aged couple on his father's side of the family, eventually took him in and take care of him as if he was their own child. (*cried*) Takashi has incredibly strong spiritual power, allowing him to actually hit and hurt Yokai whenever they caught him. For he that inherit the Book of Friends is often being targeted by the Youkai's and Ayakashi's , making his life is sometimes in danger or trouble.  

He has the ability of returning names to respective youkai. In order to return the names, he first, have to picture the youkai in his mind. The book later flips to the page on which the name is written and Takashi takes the pages and places it in his mouth and exhales. He was able to do this because he is Reiko's direct blood relative. However, the cost of releasing the name, Takashi will drain a lot of energy in the process.

Besides that, he have the ability to read the Youkai's dream if they're unstable. Due to being direct grandson of Reiko, he has strong spiritual  power, which causes him to smell "delicious" to many man-eating Youkai.

Madara, 

or... Nyanko-Sensei, as he was called by Takashi, is Natsume Takashi's self-proclaimed bodyguard, or so he says. XD Madara is a "powerful" youkai whose seal was broken by Natsume Takashi in the very first episode in Season 1: Natsume Yuujinchou. By breaking the seal, Madara made a deal with Takashi , that is ; He will protect Takashi while he is still alive and wishing to return the names, and in return, when Takashi dies, the Yuujinchou (Book of Friends) will come into his possession. But it seems that, he's forgotten the details of the deal later on. 

He takes the form of a Maneki Neko (lucky cat) ,round and cute! <3 In his real form, he is  a colossal wolf-like youkai with white fur, red markings on his face and gold eyes. 

In the series  , he was called with many nicknames, mostly from Takashi's friends, such as , "Ponta" , "Pig-Cat", "Nyangoro", "Nyankichi" and "Nyan-nyan Sensei"  

*sigh* as much as i like this pig-cat he often drinks sake(alcohol) himselfs and loves to eat Japanese snacks and other food, making him heavier and rounder.  *Arent he's cute when he's getting fat? XD* Madara, has the ability to transform between his cat form and his wolf-like form. He also can take human form but either Takashi or Reiko. 

*nope, he don't act like Takashi's bodyguard at all XDXD kidding! and yes, this is the plushie i bought! <3 <3 <3 <3 NYANKOOOOOOO-SEEEEENNNNNSSSSEEEIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!*

I'm currently watching the 3rd season of the anime, Natsume Yuujinchou San. Overall, i quite like the series from the beginning 'till now! It's a good thing for me to watch since I really like these type of genres though! And.. the soundtrack used is nive to hear! I've download it ~ XD Besides that, I watched this too because I think i nearly have the little similarity with Takashi Natsume. though! XD I can somehow feel the presence of ghost around me and often hallucinates about creppy stuffs. Day and night ! It's scary. though... I thought of wanting to say it to my parents but i don't as i don't want them to worry about me, so i keep it to myself. *shiver* Anyway! I'll write more about the similarity some other time!

For those who wanted to watch the anime, You can go to :

• Anime Ultima.tv
• Anime Fushigi

In anime ultima.tv it has only the first season, 2nd season and the 4th season. So for those of you who wanted to watched the 3rd season you can go to anime fushigi! <3 

For those who wanted to  download the series, like what i'm currently doing now, XD you can go to :

• realitylapse.com

Thank you for reading!

Sources from Wikipedia and Natsume Yuujinchou Wikia! 

Ended in a Hard Way..

Character used in the story:-

Generation of Miracles

From left: Midorima Shintarou, Kise Ryota, Aomine Daiki, Kuroko Tetusya, Akashi Seijuro, Murasakibara Atsushi

"Doctor! How was Akashicchi's condition!?" Kise quickly asked the question as soon as he saw the doctor who attend Akashi walked out from the said person. The doctor caught off guard at the sudden question, as he is busy reading Akashi's health condition date written by one of his assistance. 

"A-ah.. you all must be his friends, am i right?" said the doctor. Kise and the others nod. A smile formed on the doctor's feature as he said, "Seijuro-kun is alright at this moment. He can go home after a few days staying here." Aomine let out a relieve smile and said, "There's nothing serious with all those injuries?" 

The doctor once again shooked his head and said, "Nothing at all. For our eyes, it might look bad but as i checked his wounds and injuries, indeed he might have hurt himself at the dangerous part, the wrist, thank goodness that he didn't cut the vein though, he'll be alright." 

Sigh of relieves can be heard from the remaining 'Generation of Miracles'.

"However..." the doctor blurted out. 

Once again, the atmosphere changed. 

"Please do keep an eye on him. He seems to suffer much." Said the doctor as he eye every single member of Generation of Miracles. Kuroko nod his head, "We will. Thank you,doctor"

.........

Akashi lay asleep on the hospital bed. By the time he opens his eyes, he found himself staring at the ceiling above him. Akashi wanted to sit up but can't as he saw various tube/wires connected into his body. Akashi sigh. 'In the hospital, no doubt.' He then looked at his injured wrist. A sad smile formed on the redhair's face. "August month.. ended in a hard way.."

..........

Meanwhile, at some apartment. 

Kuroko walked towards the leader's bedroom , along with Kise. As soon as he opened the door, a great mass of messy bedroom greet them. Kise let out a sigh as he said, "It's already the 2nd time Akashichhi did this mess.." Kuroko silently nod as he began cleaning the room. 

"I wonder.. what have make him do this mess?" Kuroko asked. 

Aomine appear at the door and said, "I heard from Midorima that Akashi seems.. depressed?" Kise agree and said, "I think the same thing too..." Kuroko keep quiet as he sat on the floor and looked around the room. All 3 members gaze stopped at the door of the leader's bathroom. 

Kuroko shivered slightly as he remember's this morning's incident. 

*Flashback*

Both Kuroko and Kise are the among members who woked up early. Yawning, Kise asked the vanilla blue haired boy to accompany him to the leader's bedroom to wake him up. Kuroko, along with his extreme bedhair agree and walked out of their shared bedroom. 

"Akashichhi, time to wake up..." Kise said sleepily as he knock Akashi's door.

Silence.

Kuroko felt something is not right.

"Akashichhi? Akashichhi, wake up~" Kise said as he opened the door. Only to see very messy bedroom. Both Kise and Kuroko gasped. "W-what is this familiar feeling, K-kurokocchi?" Kuroko shooked his head and said, "F-find akashi-kun. I don't want him to do..anything to himself." Kise nod and quickly looked around the room. 

Kuroko walked towards the bathroom and opened the door.

Red. 

Red. 

Red everywhere...

Kuroko let out a shout, loud enough to wake up the remaining sleeping members. Kise quickly runs towards Kuroko's direction and looked into the bathroom. 

"AKASHICHHI!!!" 

There, they saw their redhaired leader, resting his head on his arms while his arms is placed inside the bathtub, the colour red began to changed the colour of the water. Kuroko quickly runs towards Akashi and grab his wrist, hoping to stop the bleeding. "Kise-kun, quick! Grab some towel nearby!" Kise quickly looked around the room and spotted a small white towel and gave it to Kuroko. 

"What's the noise, Tetsu?" Sleepy aomine walked into the scene. He and the others no need answer. Aomine quickly grabbed Akashi's handphone and dialled the hospital number. 

*Flashback ends*

"Ngnn.." Kuroko muttered as he hold his head. Kise patted the 6th member's head and said, "Don't worry, Akashicchi is going to be okay..." "Mnnn.. I hope so.. Aomine-kun, do you mind calling Midorima-kun and Murasakibara-kun to help me and Kise-kun clean up this bedroom?" "Sure."

...........

After a few days, Akashi walked out of the hospital compound and smiled when he saw all the members was waiting for him at the main gate. Kuroko was the first one to hug the leader with tears as he muttered, "W-welcome home.." Akashi smiled and patted Kuroko's head as he say, "I'm home.."

Murasakibara then proceed to carry Akashi and said, "We're glad that Aka-chin is fine, despite all the injuries and the serious wound." Akashi laughed and said, "It's just a small matter. Now, now, let's not talk about this stuff anymore." Midorima then said, "Since there's no food at our apartment, can somebody suggest a place to eat for today?"

Kise and Aomine excitedly answer, "Maji Burger!" 

Akashi smile his devil smile and said, "Alright then. But, once the school starts, be prepared for the training as i'm going to tripled your training menu." 

"!!!! W-WHAT!?" 

"ah? maybe quadruple?"Akashi suggest.

"3 IS ENOUGH CAPTAIN!" shouted the members. 

Kuroko then looked at the captain and said, "M-me too...?"

"Ah~ for Tetsuya, you'll only be doing the usual training~" Akashi smiled as he patted Kuroko's head. 

Just a story to let out my feelings.. *long one-shot*

Characters used in this story: -

Generation of Miracles

(from left: Midorima Shintarou, Kise Ryota , Aomine Daiki, Kuroko Tetsuya, Akashi Seijurou and Murasakibara Atsushi)

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Akashi let out an angry shout as he throw a vase towards the hard wall and watched as the once beautiful vase now turned into pieces. Kuroko, whose full name is Kuroko Tetsuya, whom happend to be just outside the room quickly went inside the room and gasped as he see the mess. 

"a-akashi-kun... what happend here!?" He said as he quickly rush towards the leader and began to comfort the red-haired boy. Akashi simply smile and said, "Nothing.. It's just that my mood is not that well, for now.." Kuroko sighed and said, "Even so, please do not destroy the things in here..." 

Akashi kept quiet and smiles a little. Kuroko looked around the room, broken vases everywhere, broken glass/windows, sharp glass scattered everywhere. To sum it all up, it's a disaster. Total disaster made by the red-haired boy. Kuroko then looked at his captain and asked, "Is something bothering you?" 

Akashi kept quiet. Kuroko let out another sigh and he went towards the bathroom where he later get a first-aid kit. Sitting next to Akashi, Kuroko grabbed the bloody right hand of his captain and began to put some oinment. 

"My, thank you Tetsuya.." akashi said while looking at the vanilla blue-haired boy. Kuroko smiled and said, "I don't mind doing this but.. akashi-kun, what is wrong actually? Is there anything going on without we knowing?" Akashi smiled and shooked his head, "Nothing that got to do with basketball.. It's just.... MY problem.." 

Kuroko winced as he heard the captain emphasized on the word 'MY'. Akashi smiled and pat Kuroko's head with his free hand, which is also bloody from the cuts and said, "I'll be fine... Don't worry , Tetsuya.." Kuroko looked at his captain's free hand and grabbed it. "Please...share with us , if it's too much for you to carry.." Kuroko said as he began treating the other hand. Akashi smiled and nod. "I'll obey your words for now, Tetsuya."

...........

After getting Tetsuya to treat his injuries, he told the boy to leave him alone. Tetsuya have no choice but to obey his captain's order. "I'll be cleaning the mess later, so don't bother to do the cleaning, Akashi-kun." "Alright." Akashi said simple and smiled. 

Once Tetsuya figure vanished from his sight and the sound of the closing door, Akashi looked at his now bandage hands and smiled sadly. 

......

"I've been doing what you've said since we meet as childrens. But then , that action of yours is getting out of control. Nearly out of control until you've made me gone mad. I thought this friendship of ours are sincere. But, looks like my thoughts are wrong. Looks like my thoughts are similar to a naive one. Ever since we meet, all i get is.. you've been ordering me as if i'm your servant, or perhaps, as if you're my master. Humans are born with feelings. And so do I. Did you know how hurt and annoyed i am when you're standing in front of me and boasting about something i didn't have? Did you know that? Once you played with my trust, i can never.. ever easily trust you..ever again.. Even if you looked at me as a bestfriend, i'll look at you as an 'ordinary friend'. People changes too, right? To be honest, i NEVER like the way you treat others.. or the way you treat me. Even if you say something to me too directly, i'll bow my head down, as if i can never fight back against you with words. But , deep in my heart, it hurts me soo much. It hurts me soo much until my hand is itching to hold a sharp object and just do anything with it. I smiled sadly at the memories when we're together. But now, since you've changed, you turned your back against me and walked away from me, leaving me in the corner of darkness, with no source of light. And, the most hateful thing is.. You will only come to me if you ever need my help, or guidance in order for you to accomplish something. That hurts me greatly. Reality.. is sometimes.. hurtful, aren't they?"

Kise read the note that Akashi placed on the table of the living room. A sad expression is plastered on the model's face. 'Akashicchi...' 

"Un? What is that are you reading, Kise?" Aomine asked as he saw the model sat like a stone and read the simple notes. Kise shooked his head and said, "Akashicchi's notes..." Aomine looked at the small paper the model busy reading and said, "What was that about?" Kise shooked his head. Aomine then take the paper from the model's hand and began reading. 

"Mine-chin, Kise-chin, did you see Aka-chin?" said a purple-haired boy as he walked into the living room with a few packet of snacks. Kise looked at the tallest member and shooked his head, "No, why is that?"  The purple-haired boy, namely Murasakibara, the pouted and said, "I was looking for Aka-chin..."

"He went upstairs." Said a green-haired boy, Midorima. Aomine then looked away from the paper and said, "Is it me..or... i'm having a bad feeling here???" Kise nod and said, "you're not alone, me too.." Murasakibara then asked, "What do you mean--" Before he could even finished his words , a loud crash can be heard from upstairs. The sudden sound suprised the 4 peoples in the living room. Midorima looked at the stairs worriedly and said, "Um..."

"P-please don't tell me it's Akashicchi who make the sound.." Kise whisper. Murasakibara stopped eating his snack. Aomine looked around , to find a particular vanilla blue haired boy. 

"A-akashi -kun!?" A familiar voice can be heard from upstairs. 

"He's .. u-upstairs!?" Kise said. 

Aomine let out a 'tch' and said, "So it IS Akashi who did that sound." Murasakibara then said, "Aka-chin.. he's rarely like this..." Midorima decide to stay silent. After a few minutes of silent, the 4 Generation of Miracle members then saw Kuroko walked down the stairs. Kise then asked, "Kurokocchi, h-how was Akashicchi?" Kuroko smiled a little and said, "He'll be fine.. he.. needs to be alone though.." "What's his problem?" Aomine asked with a hint of worry in his voice. Kuroko shooked his head and said, "Akashi-kun.. didn't want to let us know.." 

..........

Akashi lay on the mess, no, he lay on the crack pieces of glasses. He looked at the ceiling and winced when he feel blood flow out of his body. He covered his eyes with his arm before tears can be seen slide down through his cheek. 

..........

"Akashi-kun!" Kuroko shouted as he and the rest entered the room. Murasakibara quickly carry the sleeping captain and placed him on the bed. Kuroko then looked at the place and said, "It's getting worse than before...." Kise then looked at the captain and said, "What is bothering Akashicchi until he do this mess??" Kuroko kept quiet and so as the rest. 

(writer: *relieve* ha.. it's nice to let the feeling out by writting a story about it, don't you think? As usual, i'm using Akashi to potrayed myself in this story. And.. I do feel bothered about the problem actually.. but, *keep quiet* .. anyway, hope you guys enjoyed this one-shot *smiles*) 

(p/s: I heard from somewhere that.. if someone ever hurt or play with Leo's trust, Leo will never looked at you the same way , never again. And, it's true when i read this phrase about my star(Leo the Tiger) which says, "Leo's life is mostly directed to disappointment." *smiles before fades away*

*yawns*

Characters in this post for this time is : -

Akashi Seijuroo

Kise Ryota

Akashi opened his eyes, revealing a mismatched eye colour, red on the right side and gold(or perhaps yellow) on the left side. He look around, only to see that 5 members of Generation of Miracles was still fast asleep, even the model Kise Ryota. Talking about Kise Ryota, a member of Generation of Miracles and also worked as a part time model was still fast asleep.

'That's weird.' Akashi thought.

'He should be awake a few hours earlier than me..' Akashi thought one again. An evil smile formed on the captain's face as he whisper in Kise's ear. "Your menu for today will be triple for this week." An amused expression was clearly seen on Akashi's face as he watched Kise's face turned expression, as if he was having nightmare.

Looking at the cloudy morning, Akashi rose from his bed before he do his daily routine in the bathroom.

Putting on casual clothes,he quietly walked out from the shared bedroom towards the kitchen and made himself a simple breakfast. He ate his breakfast silently as he gaze outside.

'Looks like today's practice will start in the afternoon...' Akashi thought silently. He sighed and placed the dirty plates in the sink, as he walked towards the living room where he later start to revise his studies.

'The coming test is not going to be as easy as last test.. It's going to be harder..'

An annoyed groan come from the red-hair.

A minute passed by and a soft smile plastered on Akashi's face.

'well, got to get serious right now.. Save basektball for later.. Let's just focus on studies for now...'


(writer: So... i'm using sei-chan (akashi) for the current update right now. i know i've skipped posting anything in here... but at least i'm here now right? So, like what akashi said, I'm currently force myself to focus on my studies for now as the exam is getting nearer and nearer. I can count the dates! *cries* Oh well, I should try my best.. *smiles*)

Thanks...

Thank you.

I'm glad that we end this relationship on a good terms.

Neither the both of us could stand it.

Our relationship cut off, because..

It's like what he said,

We rarely talked.

But we did exchange glances when we saw it each other ,

And we did smile when we have the chance.

But...

I can say it's our decision to end off this relationship and go back as friends.

Thank you,

For the badge,

For the smiles,

For the little laughters,

for the glances,

For the moment we both created when we're still together.

And now ,

I would like to wish you a,

Good luck in everything you do,

Good luck in the coming PMR exam,

Have a good health state,

Smile always and,

Thank you..


Yeah. Just recently broke up with him. Today. currently. 

Meeting someone(s) who nearly have the same face as him..

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Youngmin peeked into HyoHee's room, only to see her writing things down into her notebook with a blushing face. Youngmin smirked and said, "Wonder what did she write 'till she blushed". A smack hit his blonde head. Youngmin winced at the pain and looked behind him, Kwangmin looking at him with an annoyed expression. "What the hell are you peeking at Hyo's room?"

Youngmin pouted and said, "Never once you used bad language towards your reflection. How bad..." A smile make its way up onto Kwangmin's feature. "Sorry hyung, but, the words slipped out from my mouth." "Nice excuse- oh! Damn! Hide!!" Youngmin said as he saw HyoHee get up from her chair, keeping her little diary on the side of her study table and proceeed to walk out of her room.

"What- Hey! Stop pulling my hand! It hurts! Hyung!" Kwangmin complained as he was being dragged by his older twin towards another closet, which happend to be beside HyoHee's room.

"Ugh, hyung. It's sooooooo crowded in here!" Kwangmin said as the both of them forced themselve hiding in the small closet. "Quiet." Youngmin said.

After a few minutes, Youngmin peeked his head out of the closet, looking left and right, making sure Hyo Hee is not within their sight. Smiling, Youngmin pulled Kwangmin out of the closet and said, "Let's read what she wrote!" Kwangmin then said, "Yah, isn't that.. intruding someone's privacy?" Youngmin looked at his twin and said, "But there's a part of you wanted to know right?"

"Damn. Alright. But if she saw you reading her diary, i'll not help you." Kwangmin said, sending a glare towards the older one. Youngmin smiled like a kid and said, "Arasseo~"


Youngmin: Woah, she even insert a picture in here!
Kwangmin: Both are good looking.
Youngmin: But sadly, that's from an anime.
Kwangmin: Indeed, she seems to be interested on the left one.
Youngmin: *nods* Let's read!

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During my short trip to Sibu from my father's hometown, Mukah, i spend an hour in Wisma Sanyan, looking around the shopping complex, even there's some shops still not open. While i was about to go the upper floor, i walked passed a VERY familiar person. Shock, i turned my head towards a certain male thinking it was someone i liked. Let's give him an alias.. hmm.. since in the real life his name starts from letter B.. I'll name him Kiryuu. Back to the story, I looked towards a male who looked at me with curiousity. We both looked at each other for a few seconds before i broke the eye contact, assuring myself it was not Kiryuu. but then , he really looked like Kiryuu! If  he was the real kiryuu, i would have hugged him by then. I smiled and blushed by myself as i think about that incident.

And also, recently happend, i'm spending my time with my aunt in shopping mall in kuching when there's a male looked at me while i was paying the things i bought. Curious and felt that someone is watching me, i turned my gaze from the cashier towards the person next to me. I gasped. K-kiryuu?! He looked at me and it took a while for me to think that, he is NOT kiryuu. I quickly turn my gaze towards the cashier and hand her the cash before i walked out of the store.

I sent a message towards my loveable adopted sister about the incident and she says, "Fate."

Fate? Is it called a fate for me meeting two guys who nearly have the same feature of Kiryuu? Oh God, what is Your message i wonder..

Once i reached my aunt's car, i let out a shaky sigh of relief. Both of the man i met really looked like the kiryuu i liked..no, liked is not the correct word. Love is the correct one. I don't have any idea why i meet someone who have nearly the same face as the one i loved. Besides Kiryuu's face, i'm QUITE sensitive to his deep, velvety voice.

What kind of girl i am now?


~HyoHee~

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Youngmin smiled and said , "She really fall hard for a guy she gave a name Kiryuu."
Kwangmin nod and said, "Indeed."
"You BOTH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM!?" shouted hyohee as she discovered the twins in her room, reading HER diary.

"Oh crap," muttered Youngmin.